Trying to stay super-motivated to get everything done around the house by  reminding myself that once I get everything nice I’ll feel comfortable enough to do all that reading and crafting stuff I had planned on

except I think I keep piling things on the list of home repairs/cleaning tasks  to complete so maybe I just need to take a deep breath and try to ignore the garden for a few weeks or something.

It’s just a little frustrating because I used to be able to soothe myself with creative activities and it’s like my brain won’t let me calm down enough to do them now.